Is There A Road I Should Follow

As I lay on my bed the afternoon after the accident, I look up into the clear blue sky, through the panel of glasses in the corner of my room, i was thinking. being less able and tired got me into a lot of soul search again.I was thinking of prolly the one love that i'll never get over.at least not with ease.
As it seems, the next day will be her birthday, on a very Chinese New Year. New Year Girl, hah. and i 've got nothing, no movie, no gift, no fancy dinner, no going out, no yummy cake to sing a happy birthday over.and it would have been awkward and will cause trouble to her if I do all of these..

Then back in the room, the guitar is just staring onto my face, as I heal the wounds with iodine and love. since i cant do much, why don't I let the feelings combust on the axe?the least i could do for her birthday,yeah.Music actually expresses myself better than I could with words. So the guitar got into my arms, with her cuddling my heart...the music flows.

the mood fell nicely, blue sky, through the window pane.birds flying by.and the strings are ringing.

So here is the song.I name it Watching The Sky With You. as I've always been dreaming into the sky either from my room, through that glass panel or anytime when my eyes caught sunsets and beautiful, dreamy atmospheres...How i wish she's there with me each time.this doesn't need much explaining.I'll just let the title and the music do them.I really hope they do...
It's a first-take record to keep the emotions there, and surely there are mistakes with notes and progressions,and would be kinda boring, i guess.I'm no pro after all. but its an emotion based playing.


This is at most what i could and capable of giving.a gift of feelings.
Happy Birthday and Happy Valentine's,yeah
For You = ]

watch the sky with me

Chinese [Highway To Heaven] New Year

Finally back after approx two weeks of absence and obscurity plus two weeks of monitor breakdown.yeah...i've got more pixels and more resolution into my eyes now...thanks to some Samsung monitor.ahh.
the stuffs that i wanted to blog about withing this period,got all jammed up in a brainscrew.Man, lets do some major recap.


So huh.as far as i recall, the best thing that happened to me - accident'ed' on the eve of Chinese Damn New Year.i did a solo tank on 4 bikes.hah.It was a morning and i was on my way to Queensbay to shop for something and catch Red Cliff I.and so it happened that i was on the highway in the motorcyclist lane.a god damn small lane with width for 2 bikes only.i was speeding at around 60kph or more up a slope.then on my way down which i cant see there's this dude who slowed down drastically on the lane.the 3 bikes behind himdid some deepshit braking and got so close and they are clumped up so closely together.And me being the projectile here from behind...oh tried braking my best, and i avoided the 3 back bikes but whacked up the front slowed down dude.Sometimes skills cant beat a gangbang.ahhh
And thus , ended up rolling on the divider, and wth, my helmet wasnt even scratched.

I felt no pain but i see the blood, so i just got up to help the other guy.he was half pinned by his ex5.i think he got a ram on the chest.He called up his son to come who was a freaking moneylender.He gave me his card some U.S. Credits.wtf.luckily he's not the 'ah kau' type of ah long ppl.so stopped a car and send the guy to hospital and agreed to settle it another day as it will be CNY the next day.

And i got home.and the bruises and scratches just now begin to bare their teeth on me.wah, this must have been my worst injury so far.I looked at myself as i sat on my bed.i've got multiple bruises around the knee and a quite deep hole.i dont see red there, i see white.F.theres another at my pelvis, near the kidney area.deep scratches on my right palm, which is the most irritating.It looked like a palm muting freak accident and itwas kinda cool.hhaahaha.
I got a knock on my left wrist too which still prevail till today... fear that it will never heal fully.

and i swear iodine aint no fun

fuxness.i spent most of cny in bed and walking around the house.maybe it's a bless.I looked into myself more with these.I touch and play the guitar more.the Guitar gave me bliss again in yet another time.

Okay.lets get over with the accident.

Went to afew ppl's house during the new year too. First was Jonathan Lim's.Witnessed lion dance there...so coincidental.then got stuffed with a nasi kandar-like meal.spent time there talking with jona and jared.then dispersed.and regrouped again with jared, wheen and andrew at Strike I.and yeah a new game was introed by wheen, Left4Dead.more on this later.

cast for Left4Dead

Second would be Khang Yang's place.we watched Red Cliff II that night then went CC till around 5am and then crashed into KY's sis's room.oooh.gambled some there then continued to Nando's in the morn.wah.

Then on the weekend will be Chia Haw's house.this time gambled kaokao and won around 15 bucks.owning.

more coming.